Unspoken Pleasure

You asshole! Seriously? You are gone all fucking week and you have a game at the club? I'm so done with your shit. I replied, "Pool parties usually start around 11:00. I'll let Ginny know you won't be there. Have a safe trip darling." I hung up!!! I texted Scottie back, "Hey there. Thanks for taking care of me last night. We should probably talk. Want to stop by for a late lunch?"

My phone buzz right away. "Absolutely Andie! Sounds serious. Everything okay?"

Gosh it's like he can see right through me. I texted, "Yes and No. Lot of things on my mind that I need to work through. How does 2:00 sound?"noveldrama

"I told you last night I will always be there for you. See you soon. I can't wait!"

My heart raced as I read his text. He is such a wonderful young man. This is going to be so hard. As much as I need to break things off with him before they get traction, my heart is also telling me to slow down. Scottie is such a special young man. I know it can never happen with us. I'm old enough to be his mother. I am married and it is what it is. But he touched my heart like no one else has. Oh god please help me.

Ginny came scampering down the stairs as if the house was on fire. "Gotta go mom. I'm late. I won't be home until later tonight. Maybe tomorrow you can tell me about what really happened last night." With that I heard the door open as I shouted, "Nothing happened last night!" Not sure if she heard me or if she will ever believe me.

I poured myself a cup of coffee to take upstairs when my phone rang. Looking at the caller ID I noticed it was Emma. As tempted as I was to send her into my voice mail I answered, "Good morning Emma."

Emma immediately went into hyper speed with a barrage of questions, What happened???? Who?? When?.... etc that it made my head spin. I shouted into the phone, "Emma stop!" After a moment of silence I continued, "I am much too busy right now nor am I in the mood to talk about last night. I'll call you tomorrow and we can talk then. Okay?" I heard Emma say, "But.." just before I disconnected her.

I wanted to dress in a conservative fashion for my lunch with Scottie so as to not give him any encouragement. He is such a nice young man and I don't want to hurt his feelings. I looked through my closet and found a nice pair of navy blue "housewife" shorts and then I picked a nice white sleeveless button up blouse. I looked for and found a matching set of bra and underwear that were certainly nothing like I wore last night. I found some flats and headed out to do some quick shopping for our lunch.

When I got back I quickly made some lemonade and then prepared our lunch. I looked at the clock and found myself racing to get the kitchen table set up for our lunch. We have a large eat in kitchen with an island for service. I wanted everything to be like a typical suburban kitchen, whatever that means. Just as I finished with the place settings I heard the door bell. I took a deep breath and walked towards the door.

As I neared I felt a nervousness that you feel prior to a first date. I had to make sure everything went well. I could not let Scottie have any idea that what happened last night could go on. I had to be strong as I knew that he could easily capture my heart once again.

I saw Scottie standing outside with that boyish grin. My heart skipped a beat and I immediately felt my arousal as my face reddened. This is so bad! He was dressed in a Polo shirt and shorts. As I opened the door I smiled and said, "Hi Scottie." He came through the door with his arms outstretched. Oh boy! As his arms engulfed me, he lowered his mouth in search of mine. I melted into his arms and met his lips. Shit I thought to myself! What am I doing but I couldn't help myself. His hands moved to my ass and squeezed my cheeks while he whispered in my ear, "Andie, you look incredible."

Oh no I started leaking big time, sparks flew inside of me as my breathing became ragged. I looked up to him and said "Easy Scottie. Let's not get so worked up before we even had a chance to have lunch. We have a lot to talk about. Now follow me." Well as hard as that was to do, I felt that I had survived my first temptation.

He asked if he could help with anything, which I thought was so nice of him, but I told him that I had things under control. Haha, under control, I am flushed with desire and wet in my arousal but I have it under control. Nice one Andrea! I served lunch and sat down to try and discuss my concerns. I did not know how to bring it up at first, so I allowed Scottie to lead the early conversation. In other words he spent five minutes talking about me, us, yesterday, today; you get the theme. I mean what woman would not enjoy a handsome young man lusting with desire for her. It turned me on but I had to stop this love fest before it snowballed any further.

So finally, with some inner strength I didn't know I possessed I said "Scottie! Stop! Please listen to me. Last night was..." I was at a loss for words as how to explain how wonderful it was and how wrong it was.

"What about last night? It was wonderful. Don't you agree?"He blurted with a look of concern in his blue eyes as he reached out and took hold of my hand.

"Well yes and no. That's what we need to discuss."

Scottie responded with a confused look "I don't understand Andie. Last night was great. I thought you enjoyed it as much as I did?"

"I did Scottie, but the problem is I am married!"

Scottie, caressing my hand said, "I know you are married Andie. But are you happy? Even when I was in high school and crushing on you I never saw you with your husband. It's like you live here alone, which I know is not true. I know that last night I made you feel good and I'm not talking about the sex. I saw it in your eyes, in the glow on your face, and even now the way you affectionately hold my hand. Your mind is tricking you into thinking this is wrong but your heart is telling you it's not. Please Andie follow your heart not your mind!"

I immediately pulled my hand away and saw the hurt in his face. With as much conviction as I could muster at this point I said, "Scottie I am old enough to be your mother! I should not have acted on my emotions. Last night cannot happen again! I'm a married woman. Please understand."

I got up and took my dish to the sink. I couldn't look him in the eyes feeling the emotions racing through me. He was right about not being happy. He was right about my heart. In my heart I knew none of this would have happened if I had a loving husband. Somehow he was easily able to touch my heart with his words and actions. I heard him near and soon felt his hands on my shoulders. I ignored him, holding my ground with my back to him all the while fighting to repress my true feelings from coming out.